Him by Trisha Rapley...
Updated: Oct 21
If anything leaves me speechless it is him and I am a woman who is never short of words. If I was ever asked what is about him that I love most I don't think I could just choose one thing he has so many qualities I have never seen or experienced before.
He is literally breathtaking to me. There is one thing that stands out above all else about him and that is his understanding of nature. It amazes me how much power just two words have. "I know" "I understand" also "I know what you mean" but that has five.
He just gets it and I find myself sometimes getting all wrapped up in the process of explaining things to him and highly emotional praying to God he doesn't think I am crazy only to have his message "I understand" or "I know" or "It's ok".
Those words from him instantly calmed every anxious thought and slowed my heart rate down almost as if nothing ever happened. Every part of me comes to a sudden stop and I have never met someone who could do that.
He puts my mind at ease so effortlessly and at times it catches me off guard, I think because I am always expecting a different reaction.
I am not used to this kind of understanding at all and in the beginning, I didn't know what to do with the emotions that came with it either. It was something very new and it left me very raw, it was like it created a wound.
Over time I have been able to harness the emotions attached to this understanding nature and now I enjoy the process by accepting it as a form of love rather than fearing it.
I can't begin to tell you how much he has taught me through small acts of love and kindness. I learn something new about myself every day and as I grow stronger mentally and emotionally through his acts I am able to give and receive more than I have ever before.