I think it is a very human thing to lose hope at times. It is so much a human thing to feel that things aren't getting any better.
Whether it be the dream job you are praying for, the dream result, the dream love, the dream holiday, and even the dream as a whole.
I think it is very acceptable to have moments if not many moments where it is hard to continue with positive and hopeful prayers.
We have all in some way or form felt like we are at the end of our faith, hope, or prayers about receiving the blessings we so very much deserve.
And for what it's worth I've been there myself. Many times and I am ok to talk about that. It sure as hell doesn't mean I don't believe or I have lost my faith but it does mean I am human.
As humans, we have a need or thirst you could say for great times, happy times, and living out our dreams and desires. While we are doing this thing called "living" we are at times just existing.
Being caught up in the new responsibilities rather than trying to remember why we were put here in the first place.
We are meant to dream, yes... We are meant to pray, yes... But we are also meant to live a life living and doing the things we have asked for.
So while you sit tonight or kneel praying for the things you want or need. While you close your eyes tonight envision a life you desire.
Please remember it is ok to not be ok and that losing faith and hope sometimes happens and it is more than ok.
Especially more so for those who struggle the most but what isn't ok is giving up. Let the moments come that make you human...
But let them pass just as quickly. Allow yourself the time to process those feelings then take what you can to grow from them.
Be you... But be human too. Feelings are all a part of that, negative and positive too. Just use the negative ones to enable your own growth not put a stop to it...
Being Human...
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