I grew tired of the woman I used to be fighting battles with my bare hands instead of turning to God.
I just woke up one day and refused to be anything less than what God wanted me to be and I have to tell you the unlearning of bad habits while replacing them with soul-driven purpose was the hardest part.
Whatever I knew before that point meant little and the space I had to make for new and fresh things was very real.
Not all at once but over a long period of time that space grew and so did the new life I found in Christ and before I knew it I felt different, new, reborn, and alive.
The best part was having my moments with God thanking him for never giving up on me only to realise it was never his intention to allow me to feel alone only to help me grow and heal.
There’s not a single day that goes by I don’t feel blessed. There’s no space within my heart and soul that’s broken anymore and it’s so beautiful to know I gave myself a chance to be here today to feel that.
Please know there is more to the life you currently have and the hurt you feel does go away along with the sadness of not feeling good enough.
For me, God was the key, to my faith and forgiveness in myself while putting God first. I hope he’s your key too but if he’s not I’ll pray one day you’ll see what I saw in him so you too can be set free.
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