"I felt at home in your words like promises, they laid inside my heart giving me hope."
Hope is what I held onto most of my life it truly gave me the biggest wings. But when I met you it came with a different meaning.
Sharing things is so important, especially to the ones you love most. It connects our hearts and only cements the bond between two souls.
I don't mean the kind of sharing you do with friends, I mean the kind that sharing that bares your naked soul. The sharing that can scar from and the sharing that makes you bleed. The sharing between two hearts in love.
I had hoped to never feel safe enough to share my darkest secrets because I was comfortable that people never knew.
But fate wouldn't have it I felt safe with you and I believed the love I felt for you. You also felt for me too. I believed that we were building a home for both our hearts.
"As you ran you took my hope! You took the love I have for you and threw it away as if it never mattered. You questioned my heart and left a hole even after everything I said."
You can share the most intimate moments with someone and I'm not talking about sex I am talking about sharing the deepest parts of your soul and because they are there sharing theirs you believe they love you too.
Because that's what love is. Feeling safe, sharing, making each other smile, saying "Good morning", saying "Good night" and spending endless days and nights talking about the world together.
These precious moments filled with hope and happiness are what we all pray for. I thought my dreams were coming true and you were here because you were choosing me. Because you were choosing us.
Now that I am here alone with this empty heart and a soul that cannot be mended I question how could've I been so wrong.
I trusted that because you knew how I felt and how much I loved you. You would never continue to give me hope unless it was real. I really thought you loved me too.
Hopeful Heart...
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