I often dream about walking down the aisle to you. In a beautiful white dress with a gapping back, hair pinned up beautifully, and the biggest smile of my life on my face...
Our children standing beside us; smiling and crying with happiness and you; my husband standing there waiting for me. I think about how that moment would play out.
How becoming your wife makes me feel and all I can do is smile. I think about this more often than not, maybe too much if you ask some and I think at times I am secretly praying and asking God to see things through for us.
I picture how you would look in a suit standing there with your family and friends, watching as I get closer. I imagine it like the first time I saw you perfect, magical, full of love, life, and those eyes.
Your killer smiles and how that feeling of being complete makes me feel. I think about a future with you quite a lot actually. Moving in together, going on holidays together, having family celebrations together, and even having more children together.
It has been this way since the beginning always running around in my own mind with dreams about you and me. There are moments I say out loud "us" and "we" it truly makes me smile so much.
Thinking about our future doesn't scare me it excites me in ways I can't seem to write down or express.
I am not sure where I would be without my dreams and my wild imagination but I wouldn't change anything about either of them for a second.
You just seem to belong there...
Perfect Day...
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