When I miss you the most I am left feeling as though it is hard to breathe. Right now, is one of the moments. The tears are forming in my eyes and I have an uncontrollable urge to call out your name while hugging my pillow.
I picture in my mind you holding me... Holding onto me so tight...
I visualize you wrapping your arms around me and stroking my face...
I see you beside me reaching out to me asking me to come closer so I can feel you...
Instantly I begin to cry not because I know it is only in my thoughts I have you close but because I am calmed by the very thought of your presence with me...
My heartbeat slows, my breathing becomes calmer and my mind starts to clear. The tears in my eyes replenished with the smiles of love I feel being with you at that moment and my heart filled with the hope that someday we will be together...
I miss you immensely... Every day is a little harder than the last and I would be lying if I said I was ok without you... Because I'm not.
Sensitive Love...
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