No More I'm Sorry by Trisha Rapley...
Updated: Oct 17
Just like that it just stops.
The care you have for people who took your love for granted for so long.
The compassion you once felt is gone and whatever you knew you would've done you will never do again.
I realise more than ever now that you can give someone all of your love and it still not be enough for them to love or appreciate you back.
The saddest part about it all is I know what kind of friend, woman, and person I am and the loss from their side will always be more.
The loss of my presence is always felt because the warmth my love brings is nothing you've ever felt or will feel again.
Please know I tried to hold onto you as long as I could. I gave it everything I had to be your friend and in the end, the truth I promised to always tell was too much for you.
One day I will be able to forgive myself for letting myself down and not believing the things I felt about what I knew you would do.
Right now it is a sombre feeling I have in my heart while the words "I told you so." keep repeating in my mind but let me tell you there is no more "I told you so.."
There is only the sound of my footsteps leaving you behind while listening to the door close for the final time.
No More I'm Sorry...